Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Procrastinators Anonymous

My summer freedom is just around the corner. Literally JUST. Tomorrow I have two finals, but for some reason I cannot find the will power to put aside my new music and nail polish in order to study. My summer state of mind should be shrouded by how focused I need to be on my finals but all I want to do is slack off and run away to Half Moon Bay.

Well you're my green-eyed girl and I've been running 'round with you
It's the afternoon and we've got nothing left to do
So wipe the dirt off, or take your shirt off
And we should go hit the cantina; we got work off
I said it's hot outside, let me go swimming in your eyes
We've been running for awhile why don't you lay it down, make me smile
I could never ask for nothing better than this
It's just tequila and the beach that's why it's salty when we kiss



Because of my finals tomorrow, today was my last practice. I was happy to get out of the freezing water and the judgmental atmosphere that it has been for me this semester. I can't wait for this SUMMER when I can play for fun, for myself. I'm planning on reminding myself why I love it and that I am good. My team goes off to travel tomorrow and I originally thought I would be getting a separate flight down there in the hopes to watch magic happen. (Selfishly, I don't know if the magic I am rooting for is directed towards my team, considering I didn't contribute to the outcome at all.) However, my mom told me recently that my dad didn't buy my ticket like I thought he did. So I might stay here, I don't know yet. The more I think about it, the more I want to just get wasted on Sunday at Bay to Breakers and let loose living my life instead of being a spectator in some foreign pool watching other people's dreams come true.